loya,pening2...MABUK....

perghh....

1st time wat L.O.....

mabuk aqu....

bukn aqu sowg jer....

shikin pon samer...

dyer kater mabuk mayat kowt....

ntah la.....

seram gak mse nk wt L.O tue...

sejuk jer badan patient.....

simpati gak ngn waris patient...

patient meninggal dsisi anak nyer...

takziah...

terbyang plk aqu...

lau aqu yg meninggal...

der ker yg teman sblum aqu menghembuskn nafas yg terakhir??

sedih nyer....

yg penting...aqu xnk meninggal kt hospital lau bole....

AMIN....

semalam,hari nie....xnk esok jdi lagy...

perghhhh......
smlm...tggal 19/4/10.....
pda jam 9.45 am lbih kurang....
bus yg aqu naik......
rosak kt highway......
mcm owg gler kami terpakse trun dri bus n tunggu bus laen dtg....
memg xbest.....
dh ler aqu tgh xtahan nk PU......
ngn kaki lenguh nyer.....
memg ase cm #$%#$%$%.......

20/4/10 plk...
ari jd bella.....
bus skali lagy memg cm #$%^^&^@.....
ngn drivernyer skali ok.....
abis kejer kul 9......
grak blik kul 9.30.....
pdahal smer bdak dh der dlm bus....
gy plk anta bdk brickfield dlu....
dh anta bdk2 tue....
bus plk cm @#$%^&*^&*$^@....
slow nk mampus.....
ngn drivernyer wt lawak bodo.....
ishhhhh...
really annoying la snang cter......
aqu smpai umh kul 10.45 kowt.....
coz mse tue cter asmaradana msih lgy ditayangkn.....
bdan letih2....
kaki cramp.....
memg memenatkn.....

hope rinie.. xla mcm smlm n smlm....
lau jd lgy...
aqu xtau la per yg bakal aqu wat....
xtyar pancit aqu wt....
driver aqu bgi mkan tyar....

takziah kepada pn.harijah.....

esok...genap seminggu...
pn.harijah kehilangan anakanda nya....
tp xbper aqu ketahui knape kematian nyer....
pape pon...
aqu amat kesian ngn puan.....
dyer seakan hilang arah...
sampai der stu ketika.....
dyer terlper aper yg dicari n per yg perlu dibuat...
wlupon aqu dh bgtau....
tiap kali dyer mengajar...
aqu bole dgr getar dri suare nyer...
sblum dyer blik td....
dyer luahkan prasaan nyer....
aqu yg ase cm nangis ngn kengkawan td....
tp xkn la nk nangis kowt dpan dyer....
dyer yg kehilngan...
kitorang plk yg nk nangis beria....
aqu ngn kengkawan smer isau kt dyer....
termasuk la clinical instructor dri ward yg laen....
masing2 try nk ceriakn puan....
memg la susah nk ceria lau dh kehilangan...
tp bler puan jd cmnie....
aqu pon trase kehilangn.....
slalu nyer....
puan ceria,sker bergurau.....
n xmonyok....
secara xlangsung...
per yg jd kt puan nie...
membuatkn kitorg xbper nk der mood wt kejer....
haihh......

(sory la ek lau ayt aqu nie skema or cm dlm novel....teremosi dikala ini...)

the last song..the last will...

the last love song in my heart.....

is the last song that i can hear...

i'm dying without u....

i'm hopeless alone...

i cry all night because of u....

my heart bleeding each time u said....

ur goin mad because of me....

it hurt me a lot...

as lot as my love to u...

u said that i hate u...

yes....i do...

when u make me sad...

but....everytime u do that....

i always forgive u...

not sure why i did it..

i'm juz thinking to go...

everywhere...

but i'm to tired of walking....

i'm sick traveling with vehicles....

so....i made a decision....

sleep...
would u jump with me in my very deep sleep....

so we can be together....

would u accompany me in there....

would u do that for me.....

because u once said that...

u would do anything for me....

so i'm asking u this....

i'm not goin to leave u....

i want u to join me....

but if u cant do that....

u cant granted what i wish for....

its ok....

i'll be fine....

i will love u always....

i'm not goin to hate u because of it....

i know its hard to do it...

so...juz be happy to live....

get me out of ur heart n mind....

dont u ever think of me...

juz be happy....

i'll be happy to.....

happy birthday....

happy birthday to u....

happy birthday to u....

happy birthday to u....

happy birthday to u...

wlupon ko jauh...

aqu tetap ingt kt ko...

wlupon ko sker ckp aqu dh lper kt ko....

aqu tetap ingt kt ko....

aqu ingt birthday ko...

aqu ingt sgale tarikh pasal ko n aqu....

tp xla smer haribuln...

aqu ingt buln jer...

aqu tetp syg ko....

aqu tetp akn tunggu ko....

tp percaye la.....

lau satu hari t ko wt aqu bengang tahap DEWA.....

xkn der sowg pon akn jmper aqu lagy....

ko akn jd punce nyer....

aqu xmemain.....

aqu dh pnat cmnie....

dh la ckup merepek.....

lau sempt jmper mse ko blik t....

or pnjang umo aqu....

aqu blikn ko kek okeyh.....

nk wtkn xbper pndai....

bkn xreti....

kurang pndai tau......

lau stakat chocolate cheese cake tue bole la...

yg len lain....

kner tgk bku resipi....

ok la.....

happy birthday again...

yg ker 19.....

moga ko bhgia...

penat sangat!!!

akhirnyer.....

berakhir minggu yg pertama di wad....

kepenatan yg amat sgt..

smpai nk update blog pon xde mood....

blik umh jer bukk bju trus tdo....

bgon time maghrib...
pastue der la sowg kakq nie...

sasau kejap...

kihkihjkih.....jgn mare arr...

slame sminggu aqu kt hkl...

memcm yg jd kowt...

der member yg kner pegang ngn patient...

laki yg tua gatal....

haih...

pcik2.....kn pcik sakit...

nsib bek bkn aqu yg kner....

lau aqu tue...

konfem kner sound direct pcik tue....

nie lagy sowg patient...

pompuan...

kt wad ortho...

aqu wt STO.....

3 jhitn jer pon...

tp mcik tue jerit sakit cm la der 10 jhitan...

chuak aqu nk potong benang yg akhir....

bwu pegang benang dyer dh jerit....

haihh.....

tp pape pon...

memg best la....

lepak jer kt ctue lau xde patient....

sminggu nie.....

memang letih....

aqu asyik gado jer ngn mamat idiot tue....

sedih siot....

ntah la....

aqu pon xtau nper aqu nk sedih sgt....

dh la....

layan bantal lagy best.....

mrepek bebyk pon xgner...

bubbye....

sayer rindu syg dyer...

sayer rindu gler kt dyer.....
sayer syg gler kt dyer....
dyer pon kater mcm tue kt sayer....
dyer kater lagy 26 ari dyer nk blik...
tp sbnarnyer lgy 36 dyer blik....
dyer lper tarikh....
xper....
dyer kter..
dyer nk sayer jmput dyer kt klia...
dyer kter bler dyer blik nti...
dyer nk bwk sayer jln2....
dyer kter dyer nk blikn mcm2 tuk sayer....
tp sayer xkesah smer tue....
lau dyer xblikn pon xper..
lau dyer xbwk jln2 pon xper..
asalkn dyer xjauh dari sayer lagy...
sbb...lau dyer jauh dri sayer lagy...
sayer mgkin akn wt pangai lmer sayer...



tp skarang nie...
sayer skit pale....
wlupon n.9 menang lwn kedah smlm....
tp tue bukn sebb nyer...
sayer sakit pale sbb..
aty sayer serb salah...
sayer xde niat nk wt owg sker sayer smpai nk kapel..
sayer syg smer owg yg sayer knal...
sayer xsker jd cmnie...
coz nti sayer yg tersepit blik...
susah nyer aty.....
sayer xsengajer....
sayer dh wt silap....
sayer dh silap langkah..


sorry but i love u...

bler kiter syg owg tue...

Biler kiter syg org tu
Kita tnggu dia lame pn x per
Tp biler dia tnggu kiter???dia mrh2
Ati kate ala, adatlah ada yang mnnunggu n dtnggu

Biler kiter syg org tu
Kiter x tdo pn x pe lyn dia yg ngah bsn,
Tp biler kite bosan Ada dia lyn kiter?
Ati kate x pe dia busy kott

Biler kiter syg org tu
Kita gdh ngan dia, kita dim je
Tp dia heboh 1 dnia
Ati kate x pe, dia tension tuu

Biler kiter syg org tu
Kita kol nak ckp ngan dia
Tp dia bg phone kat org lenn atau matikan
Biler jd cm2, x pe
Ati kata, x pe, lyn je, kwn dia, kwn kiter gak

Biler kiter syg org tu
Kita bercerita dgn dia,citer ngan
tunggul lg baik
Tp biler dia bercerita ngan kita
Kita dgr, sepatah2 kite kena ingt...klu x ingat kita yang kena marah
Ati kata x pe syg katakn…

Biler kiter syg org tu
Kita n dia lpr
Tp kiter bg sume roti kita kat dia
Ati kata, ala jagalh ati dia, sian dia….

Biler kiter syg org tu
Kiter sanggup bg dia rest biler dia letih,
Tp biler kita letih, dia srh jugak kiter
lyn dia bila dia bsn
Adil ker? Ati kata, ala bukan selalu pun..

Biler kiter syg org tu
Kita jadi cam org giler dngr dia sakit,
Tp biler kita sakit,
Dia siap kuar ngan kwn2 dia meraikan
hari kesakitan kita,
Ati kata, ala x pe, x kn dia nak
berkepit ngan kita 24 jam

Biler kiter syg org tu
Kita x prnh pntingkan diri sndri
Tp dia hpokrit thp ngaban
Ati kata x per, dia mmg cm2 kene lah trima..

Biler kiter syg org tu
Kiter syg nk tngglkn dia slama2nya
Tp dia x tahu kiter berdpn dgn maut,
Wlpn kiter skt,dia kata kat kiter,sakit
bese2 jer, jgn nk mngrt
Ati kata, cmnelah dia biler kiter x de,
msti dia hepi

Biler kiter syg org tu
Kiter x snggp tngk dia derita
Tp dia x prnh hargai diri kiter,
Ati kata, tau x btapa kita syg kan dia????

Biler kiter syg org tu
Kiter snggup tngglkn dia selama2nya untk dia bhgia
Tp adkh dia tahu pngrbnn kiter??
Ati kata, x pe, janji dia bhgia

Dan..biler kter dh tingglkn dia selama2nya...
Dia dtg ziarah pusara kiter...
Dia kata dia mintk maaf sbb pnah mengata kiter
Dia mintk maaf sbb pnah buat kiter tunggu dia
Dia mintk maaf sbb pnh paksa kiter lyan dia time dia bosan
Dia mintk maaf sbb pnh heboh satu dunia salah kiter
Dia mintk maaf sbb pnh xhiraukn kol kiter
Dia mintk maaf sbb xdgr luahan hati kiter
Dia mintk maaf sbb pnh buat kiter klaparan sbb dia
Dia mintk maaf sbb pnh ganggu wktu rehat kiter
Dia mintk maaf sebb xpnh hiraukn sakit kiter
Dia mintk maaf sbb pentingkn diri dia sendiri
Dia mintk maaf sbb xpnh tgk penderitaan kiter

NAMUN SEMUANYA TELAH T`LAMBAT....

HARGAILAH ORNG2 YG KITA SAYANG.....

tension nyer.....
gy mati la ko.....
ader aqu kesah ker???
haish.....
semak jer....
nk sakitkn ati aqu??
hahah....
congrts....
anda berjaya..


aty aqu memang tgh sakit pon...
dh terkluar dh pon kowt...
so...i hav no heart 4 u....
i hate u...
the more i think i love u...
the more i hate u...
should i wait 4 u..
or juz walk away??
what do u think??

(per la yg aqu mrepek nie...)
oke..enough....bubye..

hari yg sengal kini sudah berakhir...

arinie aqu epi sgt...

n agak frust ckit....
coz exam td soklan snang....
tp aqu yg konfius....
haih.....

dh la mlm td tdo xtenang....
kaq anis kter aqu ngigau....
haish....
btul ker x....
xsure....
pape pon....
aqu arap mlm nie...
memasing leh tdo ngn aman...
amin....

malam ini punyer criter...

malam nie smer nyer cam sengal aqu ase.....
aqu ase sunyi.....
coz my fon is not ringing...
sakit aty tol.....
tp paru2 memg gatal nie....
batuk la kter kn....
xelok lagy....

masing2 sebok study....
termasok la aqu...
terinfluence smer....
ahahhahahahah......
ckit jer la....
tp study kejap je la....

kaq anis n aqu ase rindu pada sum1..
ahakss.....
kaq nisa sentiase epi coz si dia slalu ber tnya khabar....
kaq abby plk..bce ckit....
ngantuk lbih kowt...
hahahahaha......



wahhhhhhhh......
gler kentang bosan niey....
sok exam farmako....
insya' leh wat.....
next week praktikal.....
ish.......10sion la plak....

time

most of the time

i've been thinking of u

all of my time

i've been waiting for u

n been there for u

whenever u need me

but do u hav any of ur time for me

am i cruel for saying this much

am i so naive to let u do

whatever u want to

i am me

still like this

not goin to change

juz because of u

i hate it when you make me cry

but dont get me wrong

i'm not crying because

u make me sad

i cry because of

anger

give credits to my sis...

thanxx to my sis.....

kaq anis n kaq nisa...

both are nice to me.....

kaq nisa tukang kejut bangun tdo...

lau xde dyer memg xgerak pon nk bgon awl....

or pegy klas.....

kaq anis plak.....

baik sgt...

tolong hiaskan blog nie...

hasil kerje dyer la nie...

aqu cmer tulis blog jer....

mereka pemberi semangat....

mereka sker ketawa.....

nak2 lagy kaq nisa....

hehehe....jgn mrah kaq....

kaq anis pon sker ketawa....

tp lebih byk termenung kowt....

heheheh......

ops.....lper lagy sowg...

kaq abby....

ibarat mak tiri...

kihkihkih...

(lau dyer bcer nie....mampus aqu)

ala.....relax arr...

dyer tegas ckit....

tp lebih gler2 kowt....

hehehe.....

nk letak gmbar mreka tkut la plak...

t der yg terpikat kowt...

hahaha....

jatuh saham aqu....

papehal pon....

cayunk mereka ketat2.....

bak kater kaq diba..(if i'm not mistake)

dah la......

dah byk sgt mrepek nie....

layan mkan lagy best.....

chiowzz.....

heart u all.....

muahxxx....


kaq anis~~ kaq nisa~~kaq abby

pissed off.....eating lasagna...

aqu benci gler ngn dyer....

sesuker aty jer nk mrah aqu..

ingt aqu kesah sgt ker?

aqu sumpah if dyer tinggalkn aqu....

aqu xkan dekat ngn laki lagy....

mksud aqu...

xkan kapel la...

stakat kawan ok kowt.....

bella suh aqu wt lasagna....

der gak sumthing yg aqu leh wt utk lepas kn mrah....

aqu mrah.....aqu mkan....

so,moral of the story i guess...

aqu susah nk kurus cm kaq abby or kaq anis....

or saper yg kurus la senang citer.....

isnin nie exam...

lagy cm sengal....

satu per pon xbcer lagy nie.....

tawakal jer la weyh....

bcer jela mner yg sempat t.,..
hope aqu leh wt...

n hope xrepeat paper cm others...

lau la paper exan senang kn bgus.....

new here....

wahahhahaha.....

sker nyer aqu....
akhirnyer dh der blog....
didesak byk kali suda nieyh...
hehehe.....
bwu tercipta nyer blog nie....

sempena april fool nie...
aqu terkner ngn bfren aqu....
dyer kter i love u....
penyudahnyer april fool....
sia2 jer aqu ckp i love u blik kt dyer...
geram tul....

tp hepi gak....
result dh kuar....
kire ok la gak kot pointer aqu....
hehehe....
daddy nk blnje mkan....
makan3.....

sker nyer makan....