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Saturday, January 28, 2012


Ok…..i don’t knw wht 2 say….i felt guilty 2wards him…

Seriously…I’m guilty causing him 2 like me tht way….

Not juz him….thres a lot of guy out thre I gues…(bajet cntik jer ko nie)

Tp pd pemikiran aq….guy aftr me coz of body….not my heart…

Hw cn I tell if thres sum1 like me bcoz of me…my heart..

Not my body….when I really like sum1…I do mean it…

N if I say thres nothng between us…I also do mean it…

Its hard 2 hide wht I’m feelng rite nw…

Wht I’m facng nw…cnt wear the smily mask anymore…

Its broken….

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Ok…….skunk nie aq dh trase sgt bodo nyer…Dlm aty sudh ade dendam….(haishhh)Xelok nie…..per nk wt ek????Spanjng aq bepikir pasl per yg jd nie…(konon2 jer)….Aq telah melaksanakn satu tugas yg aq pon xtau la…Acara wajib kot lau aq bengang…Msak lasagna…..tetibe kn…Tp…nie la yg aq wt….

Penuh gaye kn????

Semntara menunggu lasagna msak…

Nie la yg aq wt…hahah

N hasilnyer….agak memberangsangkn….Walaupon dminit akhir mama terpksa cmpur tgn….

Kureng jd kate mama…sebb xmelting…hah…ade I kesah??

I yg nk mkan…

Hah……bebalik pade masalah aq….skunk nie tersangat la ingin nyer mencari gado….tp xde kwan nk gdo plak…..tringin nk tuka imej….xnk nmpk cm budak baek….nk nmpk cm budak jhat…senang xde yg nk dkat….pnat tau jd budk yg konon2 baek nie…asyik kne maen jer…..jd cm dlu pon ok gak….budak baek yg jhat…tp nti rmai plak yg kner tpu….haishhh….bler aq dok sowg2…xnk jd budk baek or budak jhat…owg kter aq nie sombng….aq nie xde life…padahal…aq cume xnk wt saper2 sakit aty…tp ade gak yg sakit sbb aq jd cmtue…penat la nk jge aty owg….aty aq der sesaper nk jger???xde kn???sumpah bengang sial skunk nie….lau aq dpt ko skunk nie….memg aq pijak muke ko tue….(mcm la kuat sgt an...xpdan ngn kechik)…sial la….

Brambus la ko dri otak aq….!!!!!!!!!!!!


Its painful when I cant stop thinking of u..

its more painful when I think tht u didn’t miss or think of me at all….

I try 2 4get u….

But the harder I try…

The more clearly our memory playing in my head…..

What r u doing now??

Did u sleep well??

Did u eat well??

I cant do anything right bcoz of u….

I juz wish tht u cn cme bck 2 me…

I really need u…

I really miss u…

P/s: still loving n missing u….

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

i'm such a jerk.....i'm a bad person.....
its not a rite thing 2 do....i shud not make him a gateaway 2 my problem..
he deserve sum1 better thn me....
i dont think i cn love anyone rite now..
i try 2 mke fren...i try 2 be fair 2 evryone..
i'm in a guilty mood......

its not supposed 2 turned out like this....
but hw do i let myself out of this mattr...
dear good..please tke away my memory bout him....
please help me 4get bout him so i cn live my life freely..

p/s: stil cnt 4get bout him...
stil remember the thing tht shud b 4get..
stil trying 2 b cool....
(sigh)

Friday, January 6, 2012

aq memg hypokrit……aq stil xleh lper sbnrnyer….

Aq try senyum n gelak mcm biase…..trase pelik sgt….sbb aq tgh sedih….jd nper aq leh ketawa???

Aq tringin nk delete smer skali…..tp aq xsanggup…sbb tue jer memori yg der slaen dlm pale aq nie……tiap kali aq tgk….tiap kali tue la aq nangis…..aq try nk delete…sumpah.,….tp aty aq xsampai…..aq harap leh jd cmbese jer…..aq harap aq leh lperkn dyer cm aq lperkn teddy besar dlu…..sekjap jer….xsampai 2mggu….aq xnk jd cm mse aq lperkn botak…sthun lbih gak la nk bgun blik….aq tringin nk doakn yg buruk2 utk ko…..tp aq bkn kejm cmtue…aq x sekejm korng…aq xnk jd kejam….slagy aq leh btahan….aq akn than…..

p/s: jgn jtuh cinta or syg aq lbh2….sbb aq xde perasaan yg smer cm korunk…tp bler aq dh btul2 syg n cinta…jgn maen2kn prasaan aq….

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

alone again....

finally....i'm back 2 whre i belong.....
my lonely world.....its really cold here.....
he left me......he juz leave like tht....
his word like a sword tht stab my heart......
god..its relly pain........i wish i've juz die......
y did this always happen 2 me...whn i really fall 4 sumone...
in th ends...th only thng left is pain?????
i juz tot it juz my nightmare.....
but its really happen.....
i tot he will b th last...but its look like.....
DAMN........its PAIN......

Sunday, January 1, 2012





hmmmm.......new years eve....i'm home alone.....no where 2 go...no one 2 hang out with...

so.....sit bck n relax n sad at home....last day of 2011.....

what did i do in last day of 2011????

hhmm....i go to work....i intertain my frens with my childish behaviour....

keep running n shoutng....n playing around....while hearing they talk bout their plan 4 new years eve…

me juz wanna go home….actually….really wanna go out..

but I didn’t want 2 start a fight….hate it….

So its better if I’m juz home alone…

Owhh yaa….here’s some pic of me…since I’ve been working there…I’ll look more cute..isnt it??hahahaha…..

Hmmmmm…..enoughwit the pic…coz its so many…cn upload it all…coz it will full wit my pic thn my write…hahah…