i'm such a jerk.....i'm a bad person.....
its not a rite thing 2 do....i shud not make him a gateaway 2 my problem..
he deserve sum1 better thn me....
i dont think i cn love anyone rite now..
i try 2 mke fren...i try 2 be fair 2 evryone..
i'm in a guilty mood......

its not supposed 2 turned out like this....
but hw do i let myself out of this mattr...
dear good..please tke away my memory bout him....
please help me 4get bout him so i cn live my life freely..

p/s: stil cnt 4get bout him...
stil remember the thing tht shud b 4get..
stil trying 2 b cool....
(sigh)